i am just so tired.

i am so tired of discontentment. i am so tired of waiting for life to start. i am so tired of feeling like no one cares to listen. i am so tired of wishing for a fresh start that i can never have. i am so tired of feeling so lonely. i am so tired of the fact that i have become a statistic. i am so tired of being nothing special. i am so tired of having the world at my feet and not even realizing it. i am tired of knowing you have given me the world but feeling like it isn't quite enough. i am so tired of not buying into what you have to say after i have watched you destroy so much. i am so tired of being filled with hate at you and at my situation, as if i have anything to complain about. And i want nothing more than to change my attitude and to change my outlook..."Henceforth will i look on all things with love and i will be born again...I will welcome happiness for it enlarges my heart; yet i will endure sadness for it opens my soul...never will i allow my heart to become small and bitter, rather i . will share it and it will grow and warm the earth. I will greet this day with love in my heart." -OG Mandino